A Proxy to Life

be unit again…*


I am born as one,

as a unit called life.

Growing up I realized

the unit is gone.


Inside and outside appear as two,

the world around me and I.

Looking for to be one again,

the unit.




Reality of heartbeat, breath and blood,

emotion and mind.

Reality what makes me real.

Virtual reality as a  proxy  to life,

that will get you nowhere

to find the unit we naturally are…*


Identity – Identification – Self-confidence

we are we self…*

Identification often is just only an image. We get an image from others. Also we live with a self-image, the idea who and how we are. Mostly our self-image is not going congruent with the image other people educed from us.

We know what is an ID… To use a computer we need a lot of IDs.

Our identity maybe is to be an Englishman, American or German, to be a scientist, a star or to be a special someone.

What is my identification? What is yours?

 I ask myself: “who am I ” – 

I am what I am, what I am being… In this way I come to my self. 

My self is my


I am my bones, my muscles, my organs, my tissues, my vessels, my nerves, my brain, my thoughts, my blood, my pneuma, my spirit, my Qi –

That´s my identification, that´s my Identity .

What is yours?

made of stardust


Without expectation

Experiences are bearing our expectations,

The influence of our mind makes the experience conditioned,

What do you expect when you wake up in the morning?

The wish that all expectations become real?

We can hope …




Autumn Berlin 2017 Harmonica

the golden month*

We have a nice autumn in Berlin. People here call it:

“The golden October”

The month October is characterized of the life-energy’s direction from the outside to the inside and from up to down… generally. We are not going so often outside in the coffeehouses, sitting in the sun, going to swim in the sea, we are more in our house to enjoy our lifetime. The daylight soaks the darkness.

This is the time where I make some more music. If you like to listen my new autumn-composition, please start here:

Autumn Berlin 2017

Enjoy your lifetime and take the crop …

Creation Called Reality

“We are the creator of our reality…*”

When does the illusion slip away?

Usually we are living with a feeling that the reality we think about is the reality we are living in. Reality does not need words, opinions, meanings or predictions…



 I just open my senses for awareness, to be embedded in the environment in the present where my heart is beating and… the ILLUSION slips away. In that moment I awake in a REALITY where I am part of, no longer separated and without the feeling to be lost. This moment delivers me an orientation for the UNIT.

In just every moment we are deciding. We live in a reality of our decisions. Do we decide what we want to think about?


Wie wirklich ist die Wirklichkeit?

Viele, ja sogar sehr viele Menschen haben es nicht gelernt, die Zeit des Lebens, welche ihnen zur Verfügung steht für die bewusste Entwicklung ihrer geistigen und körperlichen Potentiale zu nutzen…

Die eine Wirklichkeit ist die Wirklichkeit unserer Gedanken, in welcher wir uns die Wirklichkeit erdenken. Sie ist nicht die wirkliche Wirklichkeit, denn wir können ihr alles erdenkliche hinzudichten oder verleugnen, was uns nicht gefällt – bewusst oder unbewusst, das spielt gar keine Rolle…Das ist die Illusion…
Die Wirklichkeit der reinen Betrachtung ist nicht getrübt, sie existiert ohne Hinzutun unseres Denkens, so wie sie wirklich ist. Einige sagen dazu, es ist die ‘Soheit’.Diese Wirklichkeit ist die wahre Wirklichkeit und nur hier sind wir geborgen…
Die wahre Wirklichkeit und die Illusion sind beide real!Beide Realitäten existieren zu jeder Zeit und immer gleichzeitig…


inner life


 Nach dem 7. Himmel existiert kein Dach mehr…

01. Januar 2013

Die Magie der Elemente


Das Wunder der Wandlungen und ihrer Phasen

Das Feine durchdringt das Grobe…

Life is creation while experience, life simply is practice…


No beginning – no end

My birth was not the beginning…

My death will not be the end…

Life continues…

It is   U N F I N N I S H E D    –    ever, ever…



The book of life has white pages and everything is written in, but no words. Continuously it writes news about itself. Just now! Everything. Even your thought in just this moment is already written.

No beginning – no end



Communication Babylon and Shiver

Sometimes communication is well sometimes it isn’t.

made of stardust

Often, when people don’t understand each other I associate the situation with an’ imagination of BABYLON. Everybody talks another language. His own language. A hundred people – a hundred languages.

But it is not a reason for shivering…

It is easy to avoid such problems of communication. In my opinion, the first step for a good verbal communication is to learn listening. Listen what the other is talking about. Listening without thinking about secondary objects, without any ulterior motives, listening in the state of a calm mind.

In this way we will remember how to process instead of consuming and collecting information!

Do you know that our brain-activity processes the own ideas in the same way like the ideas of other people? Our brain doesn’t makes a different between own thoughts and the thoughts of other people… That’s great – isn’t it?